There are people out there that would die for power and respect. As a whole we continue to fight but someone disrespected us. Special as americans, We use force daily to stand by our pride,honor and respect.I myself was taught by my family if someone spits on you beat them bloody. Their are people that have respect, authority and they abuse to like police officers and even bill collectors. People wonder why there is so much crime because people will do anything for RESPECT. Most people in respected postitons are like a spoiled little brat throwing fits everytime they don’t get there way kicking and screaming for attention. At the end of the day “I want it. I WANT it I WANT IT” does work because we bow down to it each and everyday without knowing it. Than there are those that stick up for themselves and they are considered rebellious because they don’t do what others do or because they won’t buy what others buy they are called the outcasts. These outcasts seem to be the lower class of others or treated as so because they stand out against thoses in power. Alls I have is one question if you claim to be different but you follow the crowd how?

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Why do we let our past judge our future? It seems like no matter how far in the future we get or we are and still will think of the past. The what happened? The why did this happen? The thinking we do even in the future is about things from the pass like Will we get bombed again? or will my next treat me like my ex? They say history repeats itself I understand that and I agree. Take fashion nowadays things that was the “IT” thing back in the 80”s and late 90s are coming back in just in a different way. Fashion even believe that it is a better today than it was back then. Should we take this in other subjects as well? Than that contradicts the fact that every one believes When he comes back it will never be the same as if the say it will be worst than before? So should we look back at the past as that is the best it will get? I am stuck on an ex as I type this but I can’t help but to think in my mind that things won’t be different or even if I try my hardest that it will never change his mind? Than if what I stated before is true when I do try and get the “us” back together it would be a waste of time because nothing will be better. I believe nothing will be solved and my heart would probabily be better if I was alone. As I look into my future even in my ambitions. I hope for the best but all I can think of is what happened with my moms life. I know you should never judge your life based on other but the last generation is what is consider my pass? I can think of many questions that will probably never be answered. The one thing that I do know is the past is the past and the future is the future. Why is it the my past is my future?

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Well I was told that Mr. Right is this guy that god himself has made perfect. I heard this as a young girl and to this day I have came close but never got the perfect one. In my imagination I would think my Mr. Right would be funny and goofy without even trying,have confidence and treats me like his Princess, be romantic and charming but handles things and just be a man. I am starting to wonder if mine was hit by a bus or something because all I keep kissing is frogs. I know that I am not wrong in saying woman as a whole are just tired of it. Don’t get me wrong this is not a man bashing blog or even a why me? why me? type blog. I am just explaining that I am perfect for me. Why can’t perfect to me come along? Why is it that Mr. Wrong is so easy to find? Who can tell me why the wrong ones know what to say so easily? How do guys expect that you must believe it when they say it considering the last lie was told and the new truth said the same thing? We continue to hear sweet nothings in our ear and beauty before our eyes just to realize it all is lies. I myself I considering a guy to be my future my only that one or MY MR. RIGHT but than he explains to me he doesn’t want to be in a commited relationship.Well the question is why am I here? Why am I listening to his words if we are only going to be friends at the end of the day? Should I wait until he is ready to or should I just leave him be? I learned from a friend of mine at a young age that guys are simple. So I learned if a guy doesn’t want to kiss you than that mean your in the friend zone. Does this mean that every guy is like this? Well I guess I will forever love my Mr.Wrong because even when I do meet my Mr. Right all I will be thinking to myself is this Mr. wrong? or Mr.Right

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